Dear One you are at a crossroads in you life. Your children have grown and your dear husband has passed on. After so many years of being a nurturer and caretaker you are faced with the nurturing and the care of yourself. And you say your feel lost. What do I do? I don’t know what I want. I feel unmotivated. I feel like just sitting in my living room and watching T.V. or reading a book. This is perfectly understandable. Old habits die hard and you have been in the habit of helping others, anticipating what others may need from you and giving it to them. Seldom did you consider your own needs or desires. Perhaps you may think that God brought you into this life to do what you have been doing for so many years and now that it’s over you have no purpose. Dear One consider that this time in your life is a new chance at living a new purpose. But, you say, I don’t know what that is! The answer is inside of you. All you need to do is to look within yourself. Look deep. If at first you don’t get an answer then look deeper and keep looking. The answer may come slowly at first and in bits and pieces, but it will come. No one knows better than you what your life purpose is now. Trust yourself. You have the answer and deep within you is the source. Within you is a well of intuitive knowledge. Go and find it. It’s your treasure!